You have a weird expression on your face, food suddenly seems like a mere inconvenience and sleep is just something you used to do.
Remember Rizwan Khan of "My Name Is Khan"? Just like he panicked when he saw the colour yellow, there are people who suffer from chromatophobia - the fear of colours.
When you are sewing for yourself, selecting fabric is so important and selecting the colours to suit you is even more important. Not all of us can afford to have our colours done, but you can experiment with this.